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Sydney made a mistake eight months ago. They both did. And if they hadn’t, the sequence of events that followed wouldn’t have led him to three rows from the front in borrowed dress clothes.
He was taking her to a doctor’s appointment. They had the music turned up and the windows rolled down. She was laughing, both hands clutching her hair to keep it from whipping around her face. She wasn’t looking out of the window or looking at the buildings they were passing. It was him she saw, not the pick up truck that sped through the red light.
“It’s not your fault,” his father kept saying.
“It’s not your fault,” his mother kept saying.
But he remembered December and the things they did. And he remembered Sage yelling at the hospital, “Save my baby! Save my baby!” He couldn’t hear Allison from where the nurses held him down, trying to stop the bleeding, but he was sure she was saying the same thing.
“This is your fault,” he could hear her mother say.
“This is your fault,” he could hear her father say.
“This is your fault,” he could hear her brothers say.
“This is your fault,” he could hear the baby say.
“I know,” he wanted to tell them.
He didn’t. Instead, he watched her older brothers, her father, and her uncle stand up to take their places around the casket as the baby started to cry in the front row.
Sydney hadn't held him yet.
He was taking her to a doctor’s appointment. They had the music turned up and the windows rolled down. She was laughing, both hands clutching her hair to keep it from whipping around her face. She wasn’t looking out of the window or looking at the buildings they were passing. It was him she saw, not the pick up truck that sped through the red light.
“It’s not your fault,” his father kept saying.
“It’s not your fault,” his mother kept saying.
But he remembered December and the things they did. And he remembered Sage yelling at the hospital, “Save my baby! Save my baby!” He couldn’t hear Allison from where the nurses held him down, trying to stop the bleeding, but he was sure she was saying the same thing.
“This is your fault,” he could hear her mother say.
“This is your fault,” he could hear her father say.
“This is your fault,” he could hear her brothers say.
“This is your fault,” he could hear the baby say.
“I know,” he wanted to tell them.
He didn’t. Instead, he watched her older brothers, her father, and her uncle stand up to take their places around the casket as the baby started to cry in the front row.
Sydney hadn't held him yet.
Literature
Metta
Sometimes
when I fear that no one knows me,
I remind myself:
You are stars and indigo
jewel blue
and wide-ruled lines.
And this isn't loneliness.
It’s a delight to be a mystery.
No one can know your soul,
how it seeps into the cracks and crevasses of the world,
what little thrills it will delight in.
It's yours alone.
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lightkeeping
As you pick up the lantern in front of you, you find it filled with a busy, buzzing flurry of lights. Somebody stuffed fireflies into this one - not the proper thing at all. You unfasten the latch, open the door; the little bugs stream out gratefully. They bathe the wayside in a faint glow for a moment, then vanish in the pitch-black of the Long Night one by one.
You settle down cross-legged and gently put the empty lantern onto your lap to dream up a star.
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and even so, you stayed
I taste rain on your lips
and I know you’ve been
writing poetry again.
I breathe into the touch
of your fingers
cascading in a soft scale
down the cage of bones
around my heartbeat.
you kiss me
knowing
the colors that drift
in my mind
like water beneath
all the bridges that were
burned for me
and you stay.
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A bit of flash fiction. Word count: 249
I'm not exactly sure what I was trying here, but I actually kinda like it.
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Ouch, this is brutal. Very good work.